SECOND TEXT IMPROVISATION "hear my voice"

Hear my voice speaking from the depths of my being.
I possess a spinning circle whose nature I do not know, and truly, of what it speaks, I cannot say.
I have numbers that I see clearly in my works—the important dates of my life—but I have not grasped the truth of their discourse.
They reveal themselves to me, placing me within an astonishing process of events, and merely leave me in wonder.
For what purpose have I truly fallen into this circle of life? For what impact upon myself and others have I truly fallen into this circle of painting?
What is it within this totality that stems from an unaware and impromptu event, guiding me towards the discovery of truth and reality?
Forms that unknowingly come to the white surface become mingled with my half-awareness and my other half of unconsciousness, thus creating a world.
The enigmatic nature of my inner world and the imagination of my unconscious deepen me, compelling me to ponder everything that is and is not—everything that I must symbolically contemplate and everything that commands me to "think of it."
What is our truth?
What is the truth of this vast universe?
What is love?
What are tears?
For what purpose has this vast circle of existence, this true love, gifted us with being? How do we approach it? How do we find it within ourselves anew?
Do not see my paintings as merely an image; travel into your own interior, just as I have traveled into mine.
​Milad Zeynali
May 2016
Spontaneous Text for the Second Exhibition
Tehran, Seyhoun Gallery